It's not total blackness. It's not oppressive. It's dark gray and enveloping and then gone. I could be home alone vacuuming or out with people. I sometimes feel that I'm just a step away from the edge. That life right now is forced. Like I'm trying too hard. Filling myself with meaningless things and activities. I'd rather be sitting in a barn watching mama take care of her new born kid.
Then the mice start to peek out of all their hiding places.
photo by Maderia
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